Lonely..I Mrs.Lonely.....

Today, my hubby pergi seminar..4 days..what i feel now is.... I'm sooo lonely..and I miss him oredi soooo much....!!!!...tadi masa pagi before die pegi..mcm2 pesanan penaja die tinggalkan.. :(..darling.y lah u suke buat I nangis taw...I've tried to laugh, make joke..but I just cannot tahan my tears..when i saw you leave me this morning.............

but...surely..u don't realize..yup..i purposely crying on the way to the escalator...nope....never in front of you...that surely i know u'll be berat hati to leave me rite?....

Tadi..lunch hour...When I had my lunch..suddenly sms masuk.......ayat nya.. " Abg miss you"... hmm..how did I react guys?...guess what..i was crying like crazy.............

huhuhu..i just cannot live without you....you are my everything.....my love, my friend..the one and only yang boleh faham I........

3 nights..no one will lay beside me...the bed will empty..the teddy will miss you soo much dear.... aah..I hate this feeling..

take care...Enjoy your seminar..do love me always..

do miss me every minutes and every second k..

ooh..How I wish I can be there with you.. and..

Abg.. I miss you like crazyy!!!!!!!...

I'm Back...

Ya Rabbi..
dah bape hb arini? ..
ler..dah 27hb November ok..
bukan 27hb october...

my last entry dated 6th october 2007..
omiiiiigoddddd..
lame seh...x update.
asal eh?..asal??...aku letih? tension?..
aritu aku kata je nak cite pasal raya kan..

dah basi pun cite tu...malas arr nak tampal ape2 gamba..hatta gamba lemang sekalipun..malas seh............takpelah....lenkali je lah...
nak cite ape?..mcm2 hal nak cite...tapi slowly lah eh...

first..aku baru abis exam..not baru lah actually...dah 3 weekss..
2 papers this semester..hope to pass wif flying colours..
takutnyaa..paper co. account paling mencabar minda aku..muhahahahah..
serious jadik accountant kejap aritu..poyo aah.........
asal aku x minat account2 nih eh?..aku lagi minat subjek membaca..
bagilah aku buku management2..3-4 buah..i bet you..i can finish it in 3 hours...muahahahahhaha..................

ooh..sesungguhnyaa..I hate calculation.....bluweek.. :P
rase nak muntah jer...but do i have a choice..nope..u dont.....like it or not..amik lah jugak..kang x menepati syarat lah pulok kan..............
kawan2 doakan aku lulus due2 paper ni ya... Co. Account and Econs..
I really hope that I can grad next year...i just kenot tahan anymore struggling for exam and classes..i'm tiring and fed up oredi...muahaha..............betullah..........

susah weh wat part time ni..mmg menggangu minda......boleh gila..
sape2 nak sambung stadi tu..aku sajeskan lah..amiklah study leave..but mind you..paid study leave tau..kang caner nak idop..unless korang kaya raya lah kan.............

second thing nak cite..
we all here are just finished what we call it..Performance Review ape benda ntah..but the short term is PRIME..mcm markah2 lah...
to determine your achievement in the department, kenalah pakai PRIME ni..
so time2 ni mmg lah kite berhabis2an mempertahankan diri kan...
bila time consult dgan supervisor.../ boss..
lucky my boss mmg baik lah.................
sth that I dreamt of for 5 years being an employee here at last..I've got it..

Alhamdulillah..
fuhh..bukan mudah seh..............not easy bak kata omputeh..bak kata cina, india sume x tau lak aku kan...................
byak gak air mata tumpah ari tu.wakkakaka..emo betul
tp alhamdulillah.berkat air mata aku tu lah aku dpt ape yg aku nak!!!..yayyy!!!!..

tu jelah cite arini..sok lusa tulat..aku update lagi..
muahahhahahaha...ala.janji x sawang teruk sgt kan..kan..kan.... :P
sawang sikit2 tu lebih kurang halal lah..

aku tengok aritu
bang lym pun sawang gak..muhahahaha..x pasal2 nama bang lym nek
amponnnn!!..

tataaaaa... :D